Thursday, July 31, 2003

ANTHRO HELL EEEEKKK!!!
Lladira at 12:00 AM

Monday, July 28, 2003

LOL!! Juan is freakin hilarious!! Geesh. He calls me up and we had some pretty interesting things to talk about. Amongst them is the competition between Daniel, Allan, Juan, and that guy named Justin on this double date thing. LOL freakin' hilarious stuff. Thanks Frank for kindly reminding me that I still have a friend in you. hehe. So anyway on another topic, Im sorry about taking so long to respond to you. You know who you are. At least you know that I was honest with you. But hey you know, I value ur friendship more than anything else so I hope because of my response that doesn't change. :)

some things that deserve mention: hehehe

--According to Jeannie we did 270 puch ups... --Me
--Your crazyy!! We do 10 for soccer and we're whining like litle girls "please coach no more!"--Juan


--If your trying to get with a girl at least tel her yourself...--Me
--Hold up Lladie...do..it..yourself.--Juan

--Damn Lladie, its like talk to another girl, not me.--Juan

--You should stay home and cook.--Juan
--Don't go there.-- Me
--::girl voice:: "Okie Juan."--Juan
--You'r such a dork!!--Me

--I don't want to see the homeless cause their homeless.--Juan

--Well when Erika was working in the-- Me
--Erika?!! Erika Herrera?!! ::laughs his head off::--Juan

Lladira at 8:23 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2003

Three more sites to add to my links....

--- Dion
---Jinelle
---Stacy
Lladira at 10:54 PM

Its kinda cool how you haven't had a full out honest-to-goodness conversation with anyone in quite a while for particular reasons ad then today it happens. I haven't been able to express my feelings to anyone clearly lately and its nice to know when someone listens to you without judging you. Makes me bring some hope back into my life that not all people are superficial or don't give a damn. Im glad cristina is back and had a wonderful trip. I'm glad that Damon and David had a great time at six flags. I'm glad that Danielle and Gillian both met wonderful people this summer. And I'm glad I had a great time at Europe and met nice people too. I just don't know how to deal with this empty bitterness that I have inside right now. Its just so strange to doubt myself and the decisions I've made in regards to choosing friends. I've never held such a negative feeling before and I don't know how to deal with it. I hate feeling like all the happiness is draining away so slowly and its scaring me. It really is. But I know I'm never going to take it out on anyone or anything no matter how much I feel like it. Thank you Emil for listening to me. haveing you lend an ear to hear me out makes the dark cluds go away even if it is for a little while.

Thank you Christine and Ulysses and everyone else who leaves happy thoughts on my blog...
Lladira at 9:58 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2003

THANKS FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO CAME TO SUPPORT SHORT FLAGS YESTERDAY!!

By the way Cassie is soo funny. She thought I told her to take this picture of him but I didn't. I hadn't even really noticed him then. That was in front of the hotel in Paris. Cassie is inside the bus. Im gonna send this picture to Janet so she can give it to that other Canadian girl.



Clarivel turned 17 the 18th of this month!! Hehehe WEE!! She can date again. Everything is going according to plan with everyone and I'm soo happy for them. It's also kind of funny how I have seen people making assumptions of others just by one single thing that they have seen of them and think that they know that person well enough then because of that. It's quite hilarious actually because then theat person really has absolutely no clue on the other person's ideas, beliefs, values ect. and they are trying to make something out of this person and they are completely opposite of that. Hehe. Very funny indeed. I feel kind of relaxed today. I don't know why. Its that thing when you feel so happy about nothing and its just a wonderful day. I haven't had one day like that since a long time ago and Im happy. I like the wekeends a lot. Its been the only time when I can spen time by myself without anyone here to dictate anything to me. I love being home. I can't wait until I own my own home. That will be the first thing I get. I don't care if I end up with a modest looking car as long as I have a beautiful home. I think I have definetely decided that I really do want to live in Scotland. I need change in my life about now and meeting new people will do the trick. Eek. Getting into St Andrews is going to be difficult but well worth it. Except the tuition is $18,000 a year. I'd have to get a student visa to live there and stuff. The good thing is that they don't care wether you take the SAT's or the ACT. They reccomend that people take the ACT because most score higheer on that and plus they have a conversion table which would say how much you would have gotten on the SAT. I have a lot of awards that probably will boost my chances of getting in, two which are national awards. And I they take letters of recommendation as well so I got that part down. I'm just hoping I get in.
Lladira at 5:14 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2003

Picture of Janet, myself, and Robert after lunch. This place was inside the Vatican in Italy. Janet and Rob are from Canada.



Lladira at 9:24 PM

.001. ] Name: Lladira Baez
[ .002. ] Gender: female
[ .003. ] Age: 17
[ .004. ] Birthday: Jan 12, 1986.....
[ .005. ] Height: 5'3 1/2 or 5'4 now I think
[ .006. ] Hair color: Dark Brown
[ .007. ] Eye color: brown
[ .008. ] Ethnicity: Latina ( as in from latin america) Mexican Amerocan. whatever same thing.
[ .009. ] Is your hair long or short: Short at the moment
[ .010. ] Repping: what?
[ .011. ] Zodiac sign: Capricorn
[ .012. ] How many languages do you know: 2 (Spanish and English)
[ .013. ] Nationality: Mexican America. Actually my passport says United States citizen....
[ .014. ] Piercings you have: dos...on my ears. I was gonna get a belly button pierceing in Europe but I went against it
[ .015. ] Piercings you want:none
[ .016. ] Tattoos you have: none
[ .017. ] Tattoos you want: henna!!
[ .018. ] Today's date: 7-21-03
[ .019. ] The time: 3:40

? S C H O O L ?
[ .020. ] Are you still in school: Yep, OHS and now VC too hehe
[ .021. ] Did you drop out: NOPE!! I want to go to st andrews...
[ .022. ] Favorite grade: Sophmore year so loads of fun!!
[ .023. ] Least favorite grade: 11th...too much drama between the classamates. gave me quite a headache. Oh and too much work.
[ .024. ] Favorite teacher: Hm..Mrs. Verdugo
[ .025. ] Least favorite teacher: I hated I mean hated Parziel.
[ .026. ] Favorite subject: Social Sciences
[ .027. ] Least favorite subject: math
[ .028. ] Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy
[ .029. ] Play any sports on the school's team: Short flags is a sport!!
[ .030. ] Are/were you popular: Naw
[ .031. ] Most humiliating moment: ooo when I landed straight on the bar in the monkey bars when I was little. That hurt.

? F A V O R I T E ?
[ .032. ] Number: 13!!
[ .033. ] Clothing brand: Express
[ .034. ] Shoes: no favorite there
[ .035. ] Saying: "Silly ____, trix are for hicks."
[ .036. ] Tv show: ALIAS
[ .037. ] Sport: Short Flags!!!
[ .038. ] Vegetable: Carrot (me and juan have this in common)
[ .039. ] Fruit: Anything thats available excpet papaya!! EWW!!
[ .040. ] Movie: Right now Im going to say Piratates of the Carribian (Orlando Bloom woop woop!!)
[ .041. ] Magazine: Vogue
[ .042. ] Candy: Those sour watermelon things and watermelon jelly bellys
[ .043. ] Gum: n/a
[ .044. ] Scent: L'AIR du TEMPS
[ .045. ] Ice cream flavor: Mint n' chip
[ .046. ] Color: Blue (Juan)
[ .047. ] Season: Fall (romantic isn't it?)
[ .048. ] Holiday: Holloween!!
[ .049. ] Type of music: Anything except country
[ .050. ] Thing in your room: My bed!! (Juan and I agree on this too!! sleep is goood))
[ .051. ] Place to be: Somewhere...peaceful or fun
[ .052. ] Radio station: N/a
[ .053. ] Tv channel: N/a
[ .054. ] Junk food: Jack in the Box (hey Juan carne asada sint junk food!!)
[ .055. ] Overall food: Mexican Food..and chinese too
[ .056. ] Shoe brand: none
[ .057. ] Fast food: jack in the box
[ .058. ] Restaurant: chili's
[ .059. ] Shape: heart
[ .060. ] Time of day: the weirdos come out at night....
[ .061. ] Country: hmm thats hard....
[ .062. ] State: California knows how to party!!
[ .063. ] Boys name: Giovanni, Caleb (haha!), and for the fun of it Juan
[ .064. ] Girls name: umm Giovana, Alexa, Zaima.
[ .065. ] Mall: That one 2 mile mall in London!!!
[ .066. ] Car: BMW M3 OR SEVEN SERIES (The cops in Italy have BMWS!!!)
[ .067. ] Word: Basically
[ .068. ] Month: Oct.
[ .069. ] Disney character: Stich
[ .070. ] Scary movie: None...they are all hilarious!

T H I S OR T H A T ?
[ .071. ] Rock or rap: what kind of rock?
[ .072. ] Rock or pop: pop...john mayer wee!
[ .073. ] Rock or r&b: both
[ .074. ] Rap or pop: POP
[ .075. ] Rap or r&b: R&B
[ .076. ] Rap or metal: Rap
[ .077. ] Pop or r&b: POP
[ .078. ] Pop or metal: pop
[ .079. ] r&b or metal: r&b
[ .080. ] Selena or J.lo: Selena
[ .081. ] Hot or cold: whats the occasion? ;)
[ .082. ] Winter or summer: Fall
[ .083. ] Spring or fall: Fall
[ .084. ] Shakira or Britney: Shakira is better except I hate her blond hair. She looks tacky.
[ .085. ] MTV or VH1: blah I dont watch tv often
[ .086. ] Football or basketball: Basketball
[ .087. ] Skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ .088. ] Rollarblading or skateboarding: Rollerblading
[ .089. ] Black or white: white
[ .090. ] Orange or red: red
[ .091. ] Yellow or green: Green
[ .092. ] purple or pink: purple!! anything is better than pink!!
[ .093. ] Inside or outside: Outside
[ .094. ] Weed or alcohol: Neither but if I had to choose I go for the red sweet wine....
[ .095. ] Cell phone or pager: Cell Phone
[ .096. ] Powerpuff Girls or Charlies Angels: Charlie's Angels..
[ .097. ] Scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo
[ .098. ] Tattoos or piercinqs: piercings
[ .099. ] Coke or Pepsi: COKE!!
[ .100. ] Flowers or candy: Flowers cause Ive been getting some lately
[ .101. ] Tall or short: for guys tall but Im short :)


? H A V E / W O U L D Y O U E V E R . . ?
[ .102. ] Pictured your crush naked?: no
[ .103. ] Actually seen your crush naked: nope
[ .104. ] Been in love: Nope
[ .105. ] Cried when someone died: yes me granpapy
[ .106. ] Drank alcohol: usually that would be a no but I had some in europe...yeah but Im never gonna drink again!!
[ .107. ] Lied: Before freshman second semester yes...now no. I took an oath and Ive kept it so far wee Im proud!!
[ .108. ] Eat shit for $1,000,000: ewww!
[ .109. ] Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: Never
[ .110. ] Lie to the police: refer to question 107. thats a NO!
[ .111. ] Run from the police: nope why would I?
[ .112. ] Lie to your parents: As I said before freshman year second semester yes. Now no.
[ .113. ] Walk up to a stranger and kiss them: haha no! But I was tempted...
[ .114. ] Walk out of a restaurant without paying: No, that's messed up.
[ .115. ] Flashed someone: No!!
[ .116. ] Told the person you liked how you felt: Depends on the person
[ .117. ] Gone to jail or juvi: haha no
[ .118. ] Stolen anything: No
[ .119. ] Wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: not really...
[ .120. ] Kicked someone's ass: No but I pulled Victoria's hair out in sixth grade cause she wouldnt let go of mine. :)
[ .121. ] Broke a beer bottle: yeap
[ .122. ] Gotten into a bar, under-aged: haha!! yeah in vegas
[ .123. ] Kissed someone of the same sex:eww no
[ .124. ] Gone on a road trip: yeah with some rotc people to vandenburg haha! good times
[ .125. ] Gone on vacation without adult supervision: tECHNIcally the europe trip was just that
[ .126. ] Been to a concert: yes Jaguares kick bootay
[ .127. ] Been to another country: Yes!
[ .128. ] Talked back to an adult: yeah when I get mad
[ .129. ] Got pulled over: no
[ .130. ] Got in a car accident: yes
[ .131. ] Broke a law: yeah...
[ .132. ] Given money to a homeless person: yes but thats nothing to brag about...
[ .134. ] Tried to kill yourself: yeah back in jr high
[ .135. ] Cried to get out of trouble: haha no
[ .136. ] Kissed a friend's brother or sister: nope
[ .137. ] Kissed a brother or sister's friend: nope
[ .138. ] Dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it any ways?:No

? P R I V A T E ?
[ .139. ] Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: No but Im happy being single for now
[ .140. ] Do you have a crush: um...no
[ .141. ] Do you love anyone right now: haha nooooooooooooo.
[ .142. ] Have you ever been in love: nope
[ .143. ] How many people have you kissed: none (juan you kissed ashley I saw you!!!)
[ .144. ] Who was your first kiss: never kissed before
[ .145. ] How many hearts have you broken: Unintentionally none.
[ .146. ] How many people broke your heart: Leclerc, and I shall not mention any others...
[ .147. ] Best quote to sum up love: "Love comes once in a lifetime."
[ .148. ] So what is your bf/gf/crush like: dont have one at the moment
[ .149. ] Do you have a picture of him/her: yeah haha!!
[ .150. ] Please post it if you do: never! its blurry
[ .151. ] Do you have a picture of yourself: Tons
[ .152. ] Please post it if you do: One is on my site as we speak and one is coming up
[ .153. ] Do you go by looks or personality: personality and then looks...
[ .154. ] Ever kiss a friend: gosh isnt this the same question as before?
[ .155. ] Are you still friends: with who?
[ .156. ] So moving along..do you smoke: ewww no
[ .157. ] Do you smoke weed: hell no
[ .158. ] Crack, heroin, anything else: lok at 157
[ .159. ] Beer good or beer bad: bad!!
[ .160. ] Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: Bacardi Breezer was nasty
[ .161. ] Do you like smirnoff ice: smirnoff was like soda but take a bit gulp and its nasty too!!
[ .162. ] Prefer beer or liquor: none
[ .163. ] What kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none
[ .164. ] Are you a virgin: yes but thats none of your business
[ .165. ] If no, when was the last time you got some:........
[ .166. ] Best friend: Juan!! And Kira and Danielle!!
[ .167. ] Known longest: Juan...he's been obssesed with me ever since...
[168. ] Wish you talked to more: Alex
[ .169. ] Wish you saw more: All that gang from Pacifica, Ci and Hueneme...oh and Tega, charisse, and all the college buddies.
[ .170. ] How many friends do you think you have: Lots
[ .171. ] Who drives you insane after a while: Hm...your mom drives me insane after a while!! LoL!
[ .172. ] Who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Juan
[ .173. ] Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': haha no I almost took it tot he next level with Juan butlook where that got us. We're best friends now.
[ .174. ] Craziest: Briana
[ .175. ] Loudest: Christy
[ .176. ] Shyest: Alex
[ .177. ] Best hair: Alan Lotinville (his hair is soo soft,)
[ .178. ] Can always make you laugh: Juana dn Briana
[ .179. ] Best eyes: Jeniffer
[ .180. ] Best body: Damon has a good body...but so did that one guy....
[ .181. ] Most athletic: justin Parizo
[ .182. ] Most impatient: Isaac
[ .183. ] Shortest: robert
[ .184. ] Tallest: thats a tie between Allan, David, Henry, Guillermo and Caleb
[ .185. ] Talented: Clari
[ .186. ] Best singer: Stacy and clari are close
[ .187. ] Skinniest: Dannie
[ .188. ] Nicest: juan but I dont make out with you!!! and rachel
[ .189. ] Best personality: probably Juan and chris
[ .190. ] Biggest drug user: John (Scott uses drugs?::gasp::
[ .191. ] Makes you laugh the most: Juan and Dion R.
[ .192. ] Makes you smile: All people make me smile
[ .193. ] Gives you a funny feeling when you see them: umm....that one person...haha!!
[ .194. ] Easier to talk to: Kira, danielle, and Clari and everyone else form PHS

? Y E S O R N O ?
[ .195. ] Are you a vegetarian: Nope, meat is way dope
[ .196. ] Do you like cows: yummm
[ .197. ] Are you a bitch: God I hope not
[ .198. ] Are you artistic: I dunno
[ .199. ] Do you write poetry: I could If I wanted to

200. Are you a fast runner: yea Im ok
[ .201. ] Can you ski: nope
[ .202. ] Are you british: No but Id like to be scottish
[ .203. ] Are you straight: yes!!!
[ .204. ] Are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: Define stupid, insane and physically handicapped...
.205. ] Are you fat: pshh not after this trip Im not!!
[ .206. ] Are you short: yes
[ .207. ] Are you tall: no
[ .208. ] Do you own a hot pink shirt: hell no
[ .209. ] How about orange pants?: no
[ .210. ] Are you evil: not at the moment :)
[ .211. ] Is Britney a whore: I dont judge people for what they choose to be.
[ .212. ] Am I annoying you: no
[ .213. ] Are you secretly from another planet: nope
[ .214. ] Did you ever touch someone else's private parts: eww thats sounds gross

? W H A T D I D Y O U D O ?
[ .215. ] Last birthday: Party
[ .216. ] Yesterday: hw
[ .217. ] Last weekend: was in Sorrento and Capri
[ .218. ] Christmas: Family gathering
[ .219. ] Thanksgiving: Family gathering
[ .220. ] New year's: Family gathering
[ .221. ] Halloween: trick ot treat!!
[ .222. ] Easter: .chrurch and family gathering
[ .223. ] Valentine's day: I got flower from chris

? T H E L A S T . . ?
[ .224. ] Thing you ate: some food
[ .225. ] Thing you drank: milk
[ .226. ] Thing you wore: pjs
[ .227. ] Place you went: Schoool, ahhhh! summer skoool is noooot cooool!
[ .228. ] Thing you got pierced/tattooed: nothing
[ .229. ] Person you saw: my parents
[ .230. ] Person you kissed: I have never kissed anybody.
[ .231. ] Person you fucked: no one!
[ .232. ] Person you talked to: Im talking to three diffrent people right now
[ .233. ] Song you heard: here's to the night by eve 6
[ .234. ] Person you hugged: my mom
[ .235. ] Person you instant messaged: they all instant message me
[ .236. ] Person you laughed with: Juan


Lladira at 4:50 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2003

Soo much anthropology hw...geesh. Im almsot done though!! YAy!!

Someone said this looks cute so Im posting it. Doyle and me at camp. We were counselors woop woop!!



Crazy convos....

Big Sis Cindy and I fighting over a man...hehe

Auto response from sw33tlykcandy: i think i wanna marry orlando bloom.

StarlightSpark13: orlando bloom is mine!!!
Auto response from sw33tlykcandy: i think i wanna marry orlando bloom.
StarlightSpark13: nooo he's mine!!
sw33tlykcandy: lladira..
sw33tlykcandy: why can't we just share?
StarlightSpark13: hmm...
StarlightSpark13: can I have him first?
sw33tlykcandy: ok fine.
StarlightSpark13: yay!!
StarlightSpark13: we can both marry him at the same time
StarlightSpark13: :-D
sw33tlykcandy: ok. hehe

OO juan, better watch out...Daniel is busting out with moves...hehehe

PacificaVllybl: Your preforming for me???
StarlightSpark13: haha!! yes with my flags
PacificaVllybl: wow, never had a lapdance with a flag before... sounds great
PacificaVllybl: where do i sign?
StarlightSpark13: no daniel no
StarlightSpark13: Lladie doeant lap dance
PacificaVllybl: lol, im kidding
StarlightSpark13: at least no in this country...
StarlightSpark13: j/k!!
StarlightSpark13: Lladie is still innocent old her all though all those freakin guys ried getting their hands on me
StarlightSpark13: haha!! the one at the beach was cute though
StarlightSpark13: but still
PacificaVllybl: well, i have a boat, we can go out 5 miles into international water, and then we can try a lapdance, cuz you said you would do it out of the country
StarlightSpark13: no
StarlightSpark13: daniel no

I didn't loose weight on purpose I swear!!

StarlightSpark13: slowly going to a three
StarlightSpark13: a perfect three
NOGR8RONE: wut the hell are u doing woman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
StarlightSpark13: I didnt do anything!!!
StarlightSpark13: I swear!!

Haha!! Chris is sweet!!

Starfox0064x: you're going to be fine
StarlightSpark13: i hope so
Starfox0064x: you're Lladie, everything's fine when you're around


Lladira at 10:43 PM

Thursday, July 17, 2003

This kinda sucks...I lost a lot of weight in Europe. I mean a lot. See before I left I had gone down to a size 3 jeans and now that I am back I'm down to very loose size three jeans and my skirts are loose. blah. So I'm walking around with loose pants and pulling them up here and there. Oyy I took my senior pictures today. It was cool. I got the traditional pose just for now but I am going to get the contemporary as soon as I get my short flag unifom which should be here this week. I am soo excitd. I am also taking one in my Jr.ROTC uniform as well. I have a crapload of work to make up for my math class and for my anthro class. Its kinda funny because my midterm is this Friday for anthro and I havent done any of the work for the 7 chapters its gonna be on. Tehehe. I read two chapters so far so it shouldn't be so bad. Enough with this I must go work.
Lladira at 11:54 AM

Tuesday, July 15, 2003

Its been extremely interesting. I arrived from Europe at around 9:52 pm last night. I came home to find a beautiful rose in my room that had been left at my door earlier that day. THANKS CHRIS!! That really made my month. When I get a chance I have have some stuff to talk to you about. I have lots to tell you. I left early thursday morning on the 3rd and the flight was more than 12 hours. Geesh. I loved the trip but I do have one thing to say...All my pity, simpathy and slack for Ms Davis went out on this trip. She does have a lot of health problems but she is completely incompetent and she practically trated all of the people there like little kids that had to be walked everywhere! Thank God she didn't go to the club with us cause I would have died!! Some people said, but you know if something happened we would have her there but the thing is it didn't mattter because even if we got mugged or something we she wouldn't be able to do anything!! Blah enough whining. Well London was okie. Too many tourists. The area was soo packe d but the places to visit were ok. I like to visist but I wouldn't like to live there. The smoke was really bad in Europe. People smoking everywhere. Funny how the drinking age was 18 and smoking age was 16 though. It's like "It's not ok to rot your liver before your 18 but it is okie to smoke your lungs to pieces when your 16." We met a scottish guy that worked in a counter and angeline, ms Davis and Alicia had their mouths literaly hung open when they asked him where the nearest pub was. Christine and I were laughing so hard over that. He was soo cute though and he's accent and voice was dreamy and his eyes were sooo freakin nice!!!! Then we took the London Ferry across the channel to France. we took this very long trip to Paris on a bus and I got to see a thunderstorm!! YAy !! I love lighting. We went to the Louvre and crap and its was okie. I am sure I would have aprriciate dit much more if I had not stayed up all night. Then I saw the tomb of the Unknown soldier. That was very simbolic to me because not many people know what that means. Basically there is one in almost all the countries that were part of the Allies in WWII. And that's a reminder of what happened and the onr we have here is in D.C. thats how Veteran's Day came about in the U.S. I got to go to Versailles and we saw Marie's bed and the gardens are soo beautiful. Im not including a lot of detail in this but that's okie. Then one of the guys that was part of the Canda group, Rob, kept buying bottles of wine and oferred Dion and me to buy us some Canadian Wiskey haha!! Oh and Dion got hit on by a Frenchwoman over his shirt!! oh yeah and while we were in London there was two couples that were from India and were dressed in their clothes and everything and passed by Christine and glanced at her and then passed me and they gave me mean looks!! They thought I was one of them and its looked like they were saying "Why the hell are you not covered?!" Oh yeah, so then we took the Night train from Paris to Florence and passed through the Alps. We felt it because the air got very cold at night. And then we arrived in floence and we stayed at a Villa. Very nice one too and we tried Gelato and saw Michaelangelo's Davis and Galileo's Tomb as well. We went massive shopping there and went to the disco. Lladie wore a black dress tehehe. Yup got some guys attention too. The first one I danced with was trying to get his hands all over me and I was like "bye" and walked away. And then the second one was trying to touch my butt and rub up against me and I was like "get your hands off me" and walked away. Then I didn't want to dance with anyone because most seemed interested in touching everywhere so I was like forget this and danced with all the group. But then out of nowhere comes the hot guy named Caleb from the other EF group and he started dancing with me. Now we must have danced for about half and hour together when it was time to go!! BOO! I had my first alcaholic beverege there and it wasn't very good. I also tried Smurnoff and Bacardi Breezer later on in the trip and that stuff was nasty. The only thing I liked was the red sweet wine and the white sweet wine too. Dry wine was bad. Then we went to rome and saw a transvestite. EWWW!! And I saw a crapload off hott Italian military men!!! WEEE!! We went to the Coloseium and visited anciet roman ruins. We went to the Vatican and saw St peter's church. Very beautiful. Adn a lot more. The hilarious thing was when we heard sirens and turned and there go the cops in freakin BMW's!!!! We were like woahhhh they get BMW's!!? The Pope's Swiss guard was cool and the guys were hot. Tehehe. One posed and smiled for my camara. :) Mooch went along on this trip too haha!! And we took several pictures of him. Then we went down to Pompeii and visited the city ruins. We got to see Mt. Vesuvious as well. And the plastered bodies of the people. Its so sad to see the expression on the peoples faces the moment they dies. And also we saw a mother holding her child and she's crouched down low. Thats how they died. That almost made me cry. It was very hot there too. We also visited Assisi and that was a cute little town but I liked Florence better above all other towns. We also visited a twon right next to Soronto and Soronto itself. We got to go in a pool!! And I got darker. BOO!! Then we went to the Island of Capri and visited. The Medeterranian is soo gorgeous. Then some Italian guys were at the beach and hit on Liz and me. Especially me because I was from California and then they asked her where she was from and she said Kentucky and they gave her a blank look. HAHA!! One of then was pretty darn good looking too. Then we went back to rome and spent the evening in the hotel room and got some more bug bites from the ones I already had and yeah we flew out the next day. I had a blast though and I definetely want to return some day. Pamela our tour guide told me to contact her if I got into St Andrews because she lives in London although she is Italianso I couls visit her. I'm so happy to be home though. I have my firends back and I have my bed!! Although I did leave my bear behind. The one I have had for the past 17 years on my life!! My mom got it for me before I was born and I always slep with it. I almsot cried too!!! I want my bear !! So all I have to sleep with now is the carebear but that gets mighty big to hug. Especially in the summer it gets hot!!! But ya!! Oy!! I was asked to join that society of Scholars and I got a phone call from the CEO's of the Santa Barbara Bank and Trust asking me to join them for lunch because they had sponsered me for camp and they said I made a very big impression to them when one of the top dawg's met me!! And they also want to get a small article of it in the newspaper. Im honored!! YAY!! I missed you all!! And come visit cause Im bored!!!!

Lots of Love and kisses from me!!!
Lladira at 7:56 PM

Monday, July 07, 2003

Hey everyone!!! What'sup? I'm currently in Paris right now!! Yaya!! I leave to Italy tomorrow!Its been soo much fun so far!! I miss my bed!!!! I mis everyone too!! And my carebear and I get back the 14th at around 10:30pm that day and I will post the terminal later (just for you chris!!) I have chocolateandI had red wine in france buahahaha!!! Nasty stuff cause it wasn't sweet!! I love ya guys!! I do!! And I will bring back as much candy as possible!! I miss my bear...
Lladira at 5:20 PM

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

EUROPE TOMORROW WEEE!!!

I'm going to miss you guys terribly!! Until the 14th!!
Lladira at 9:45 PM