I See My Future In An Instant And There It Goes...

"The pessimist complains about the wind; the optimist expects it to change; and the realist adjusts the sails" These words inspire me a lot. I'd like to think that I adjust to the sails...Welcome to my site, I hope you enjoy your time here...Don't forget to sign the tag-board or guest book please!!!

Friday, November 28, 2003

jesu!! I love NYU's essay topics!!

Finally, a university that has made this hell of applications fun!
Lladira at 7:46 PM

Lovely date. Yes, very lovely. Stupid Internet, it was messed up for a while but now I'm on. Buahaha. I'm almost done with college apps. yay!! I qualified for fee waiver!!! weeee.
Lladira at 7:10 PM

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

I got a visit from Daniel and Allan today, do dah do dah. I got a visit from Daniel and Allan today doh dah doh dah dey! Good job at staring down at you-know-who Daniel! lol

THIS IS TOO CRAZY!!:

Capricorn:

You may meet someone you're attracted to at work on Thursday or Friday, but starting a workplace romance isn't a good idea at this point. If you're single, your friends will want to set you up with someone they just know you'll love on Saturday and Sunday, but you're better off using your own judgment when it comes to getting dates.
Lladira at 5:52 PM

Monday, November 17, 2003

LOL! Goodness. A very eventful day indeed.

Geesh, anyway. Some old quotes:

Auto response: Trying to set my record shower to 20 min lol

ShAdOwStArX1: 20 minutes?
ShAdOwStArX1: nah, you can make yourself beautiful in 5...

Dion is the best!! What a pimp!!

Dj Squizzum: heh
Dj Squizzum: Unless you're the next virgin mary =-O
StarlightSpark13: =-ODear GOD!! noo!
StarlightSpark13: not mee!
My moments with Emi...

From Emi's Blog: Aww La Deer, your the best whore I know!

splandoikle: youre lame
splandoikle: ;-)
StarlightSpark13: gee thanks but I think your mom was lame before I was lame
StarlightSpark13: :-D
StarlightSpark13: awwwwwww
StarlightSpark13: and your the best slut I know.....
StarlightSpark13: ::hug::
StarlightSpark13: are you coming home for thanksgiving?
splandoikle: *hug*
splandoikle: yeah

splandoikle: aww la deer, youre the best
StarlightSpark13: lol
splandoikle: ive never had such a great story written about me
StarlightSpark13: your forgiven
StarlightSpark13: lol
StarlightSpark13: enjoy
splandoikle: forgiven?! for what
splandoikle: lol



Lladira at 10:48 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2003

Happy Eightenth Cumpleanos !!!

DANIEL!!



Unfortunately, I was unable to attend your get together yesterday. :) But I hope you had a wonderful party and enjoyed yourself to the fullest. Your legal!! Which means something, but I'm quite undure of exactly what. I'll get back to you on that. :) Now Nacole stated that Allan wet her pants "twice". I miss all the fun when I don't go. Boo! But what could I do, I had to stay home and watch the men get drunk because its was mi papa's birthday. Anyway, I hope I get a chance to see you soon. Best wishes from me to you!
Lladira at 12:48 PM

Thursday, November 13, 2003

My iron blew up on me this morning... Let me tell you sparks are not fun when your not fully awake in the morning.
Lladira at 9:42 PM

Man oh man. I just finished reading Dr. Zhivago by Boris Pasternak. My gosh, for the first time in years, a book has made me cry. That's so sad. Its a great story. Yuri and Lara are people face very difficult situations through their lives. The backdrop is during the Russian Revolution and World War I. I just saw the movie this weekend and it was really good. Lara and Yuri are pictured below.



The actor is Hans Matheson and he has gorgeous blue eyes. Best thing of all is he's Scottish; therefore, I'm going to marry him. :)



And people wonder why I want to go to Scotland...
Lladira at 9:17 PM

Sometimes I feel like going somewhere quiet and lonely and just cry.....
Lladira at 7:25 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

"Saying it's impossible, is not dreaming at all." -- ME!! ha I've finally been inspired...

yeah!!! buahahaha!! I did it! Somewhat.......

Lladira at 6:38 PM

I don't feel good.....But this hunk almost makes it go away...:) I think I should visit Spain now..wee! I can take Cristina with me! I thought this question was hilarious:

When he plays football, what catches your eye?
* The Way He Scores! He Doesn't Do It All The Time, But When He Does... Oh Baby! (LOL! Such a double meaning)

Ooh...Fetching!
Raul Gonzalez. Aww, the good boy poster model.
Consistant scorer, he pleases the coach and the
fans. He shouldn't have trouble pleasing you.


Which Spanish Footballer Should You Be Shagging?
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Lladira at 2:29 PM

Saturday, November 08, 2003



HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY !!!

JEANNIE aka Gee Gee!!




Lladira at 4:25 PM

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! hehe AHHHHHHHHHH!
Lladira at 7:03 PM

I can't find my letter from my penpal from Czech Republic! ahhh! I can't log into my forum scholarship page!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Lladira at 7:01 PM

Monday, November 03, 2003

My lyrics for the day:

Love is tragic
Love is bold
You will always
Do what you are told

Love is hard
Love is strong
You will never say that you were wrong
I don't know when I got bitter
Love is surely better when it's gone

'Cause you wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
In a life that I can't live
You wanted more
More than I could bear
More than I could offer
For a love that isn't there

Love is colour
Love is loud
Love is never saying you're too proud

Love is trusting
Love is honest
Love is not a hand that holds you down
I don't know when I got bitter
Love is surely better when it's gone

'Cause you wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
In a life that I can't live
You wanted more
More than I could bear
More than I could offer
For a love that isn't there

I got to pick me up when I am down
I got to get my feet back on the ground
I got to pick me up when I am down

I don't know when I got bitter
Love is surely better when it's gone

'Cause you wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
In a life that I can't live
You wanted more
More than I could bear
More than I could offer
For a love that isn't there

You wanted more
More than I could love
More than I could offer
The harder you would shove
You wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
In a life that I can't live


You Wanted More by Tonic

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY !!!

Emil aka Guarache!!



I've missed you quite a lot this year cause your one of the few I can completely trust. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to contact you on your actual B-Day but I hope this kinda makes up for it. By the way ur present will be kinda late. But iit will get there eventually!

Oyy! I haven't been online in a while. I've been extremely busy. I had Mr. OHS and that was great. I had such a blast with the guys in the band room! The Band Room Crew! lol Anyway, I was in charge og making sure things ran smoothly int hat area and they did. With the exception of David Crump's freinds who I kicked out because they pissed me off. So they guys did an awesome job and they made me laugh. By the way, I got to see them changing :) Three times :) Anyway, I got my homecoming pictures and they turnd out pretty good. I can see my lovely corsage soo clearly; however, I freakin lost teo of the roses at h.c. :( Ohh, how bout that Greg, Clari? ;) She's gonna blow their picture up to an 8x10 and gaze at it as she lays in bed. hehe. Yes, Josh, jeannie still has the tickets. And she squished our gum!! lol It turned into a massive gum ball. I miss you Allan too. Sorry, like I said, I've been extremely busy. I think some guys are suprised with my radical change in attitude towards them this year. I just got fed up with the crap I got from them without even provoking that sort of reaction or response from them. I just don't want to deal and take it anymore. I'm a great person to have as a freind as all my friends know, but because I am nice to people doesn't give them the right to treat me like shit. You know who you are. I'm not going to fake it and try to be polite because it goes completely against my belief of being honest. I'm not going to lie. Egvfen if it means I might loose a few aquantances. But then again, they wern't my friends and I most likely won't ever see them again after high school. Not that I would want to anyway. I miss writing in this. I'm sick of math. I'm soo unsure about college right now. I know I am going to go, but I hear so many people talking about this school and that and I'm so glad for them, but I realize now that I don't give a crap what school I go to or how prestigious it is. It won't determine how successful I will be in life. That will be all up to me and how well I can use the skills I will learn and how well I can impliment those into my field of choice. I have met so many people that have gone to a lesser school than like UCLA, Stanford, and Princeton, and have become some of he greatest people in our country. Look at Bush, he went to Yale and he sure isn't such a great president. Colon Powell is one of the greatest and most admireable leaders of our country and he definetely didn't go to Yale. I just hope that whatever I choose will be the right choice for me and will hopefully bring me happiness.
Lladira at 6:02 PM





QUOTE OF THE DAY!: "Saying it's impossible, is not dreaming at all." -- ME!! ha I've finally been inspired...


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