I See My Future In An Instant And There It Goes...

"The pessimist complains about the wind; the optimist expects it to change; and the realist adjusts the sails" These words inspire me a lot. I'd like to think that I adjust to the sails...Welcome to my site, I hope you enjoy your time here...Don't forget to sign the tag-board or guest book please!!!

Saturday, November 30, 2002

Thanksgiving was sooo much fun and so was the Short Flgag car wash but I'll get into detail about that tomorrow.
Lladira at 11:02 PM

Hahahaa I found a new game called RuneScape and I am having sooo much fun playing it...My little worrior woman got drunk today :P. That was hilarious. I can buy new skirts and stuff and wepons and you can hunt, fish, snd cook and do so many fun stuff. This is the link if anyone is interested in joining me to play. There are tons of peole playing. Once you play send me you name so I can IM you in there.
http://www.runescape.com/runescape.html

On a Side note hehe Kira....:
KiraSHappy: hye lladi deary?
Auto response from StarlightSpark13: Playing RuneScape!...
KiraSHappy: no lladi deary noooooooo
KiraSHappy: u are not playing it
Lladira at 11:00 PM

Monday, November 25, 2002

Theoden292: SLAVE STATE!
Theoden292: cuz slaves aren't people!
StarlightSpark13: lol
StarlightSpark13: but hey were born like people so they are people!! But people who were treated like crap
StarlightSpark13: So yeah cause Im lazy and stuff I want a slave state
StarlightSpark13: where all shall do my bididng!!
StarlightSpark13: blah!
Theoden292: exactly
StarlightSpark13: :D
StarlightSpark13: I dont want to break my nail or go brush my hair... I think Ill have a slave!!!
StarlightSpark13: and while Im at it josh why dont I give you one too!! I can spare a few!!
StarlightSpark13: ::dripping with sarcasm::
Lladira at 9:05 PM

StarlightSpark13: hehehe
StarlightSpark13: isn't he HOt!!
Bright Cassiopea: i'll ride HIS broomstick annnyday
Bright Cassiopea: [:-D]
StarlightSpark13: what you talkin' bout? I'll be HIS broomstick any day!!
Bright Cassiopea: hehehe
Lladira at 8:58 PM

Ya-Ya is hooked on this song!! I just can't get it out of my head.. I think it's the very happy tune...

On A High

I'm on a high, I'm on a high
There's nothing more to it
We are the sea and the sky
And the blue that runs through it, yeah

And there are some who say there are so many things I need
So I run or I fight and I crawl or I scream and I bleed
I bleed, I bleed

Well, it's a lie it's a lie, don't you believe it
If you're fine then you're fine, it's all how you see it
Oh, there never will be no conspiracy of happiness

I'm on a high I'm on a high
And there's nothing more to it
I have the sun, it's a star
Why should I refuse it

And there are so many reasons I could give you why I should be down
There's not enough money or time and my love you're not around
Around, around

You're alive, you're alive how else could you hear me
You are fine, you are fine, there's nothing worth fearing
'Cause there never will be no conspiracy of happiness

I'm on a high, on a high
We are the sea and the sky
I'm on a high, on a high
I'm on a high

It's a lie, It's a lie don't you believe it
'Cause I've tried and I've tried, and I can't really see it
Yeah, I'm trapped inside my conspiracy of happiness

Said I was yours, you were mine but I didn't really mean it
And I lied and I lied and I wish you hadn't seen it
'Cause I'm trapped inside my conspiracy of happiness
back to top

Lladira at 8:45 PM

This is Juanes a really popular latin singer...He has a really pretty song that almost makes me cry. And no Gillian you dedicated entry is the one I wrote yesterday so scroll down...


Lladira at 8:27 PM

It's monday and I have no homework...except for math... that feels increadibly weird...Im use to the late nights and stuff...

Lladira at 8:00 PM

I learned to do the square thingy all thanks to Jesse!! Thanks Jesse!! Look!!: ² ² ² ² ² ² ² ² ....oooo....hehehe
Lladira at 7:31 PM

Sunday, November 24, 2002

OOPPSS I Forgot the Song of the day!!:

I Knew I Loved You

Maybe it's intuition
but some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life



Lladira at 10:47 PM

My back is hurting again!! Ayy!! Josh is feeling better so I'm happy. Ivan is going to be gone the WHOLE week...that sucks. I have no one to make me laugh as much...I saw Harry Potter II with Gillian, Malou, Marcus, Isaac, and Cristina. It was sooo cool and I got to see Sean Biggerstaff. He plays Oliver Wood In the movie. He's hottnesss. And then Gillian and Cristina started this game whwer they turn everything sexual. It's soo funny like they turn Sean Biggerstaff's name into "I'll Bigger YOUR staff." hehehe I have to finish U.S History stuff so I got to go.

StarlightSpark13: OMG Gillian and Crisina got me into their sexual game!!
Piikochan109: LOL!!!
Piikochan109: oh i've been there done that
Piikochan109: its the ksg style, yo!
Piikochan109: hehehe
Piikochan109: [:-D]
Piikochan109: learn to live it and love it, woman!

On A Related Topic...OOOOO...Ahhhh..This is for you Gillian :)


Lladira at 10:40 PM

Friday, November 22, 2002

AYY me back hurts today! Freakin' weather change. I did ok today. I'm so confused abot my feelings. It's like I like this one person and then they don't seem to but there is someone else too but he doesn't seem to. Why is life so complimicated?...

Quiz


The Ultimate Personality Test
Lladira, you're a Chosen One!


Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Chosen One which means you are a Golden / Seeker. Your primary sub-type is defined by "Golden" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Seeker" characteristics.

That means you're warm, giving, knowing, and patient. Chances are you're not afraid to actively pursue your goals and dreams. As if all that weren't enough, you pretty much set the standard for emotional health by being filled with positive feelings and energy.

How do we know all this? How do we know that you'd be a great person in an emergency? Or that you always return phone calls? How could we have divined that you're no fair-weather friend?

Lladira at 9:22 PM

Thursday, November 21, 2002

StarlightSpark13: you know what would be funny? If we all did our articles tomorrow and they came in and we could say ":Ha!! We don't need you!! we can do it ourselves!!
StarlightSpark13: hehehe
StarlightSpark13: I think Im evil...:-O
Beljungle: lol
Lladira at 8:34 PM

Ibeatdasmartkids: no, no, no shout outs for me, I'm not the vocal type
StarlightSpark13: just say hi!!
Ibeatdasmartkids: NO!
Ibeatdasmartkids: that's a tag the feds can trace me with
StarlightSpark13: LOL
StarlightSpark13: well we know what you've been doing lately
Ibeatdasmartkids: shhhhh!!!
Ibeatdasmartkids: They're listening
Lladira at 8:32 PM

This is Noel from Sin Bandera. Their song Kilometros is soo awesome. He's from Argentina and he's a total hit in the Latin Music world...With just cause of course...:)



Lladira at 8:12 PM

My DAY
Ya-ya finally finished the display in the B Building!! So if you happen to be walking into it it's the Display by Mrs. Crawford's room or the one at the end onf the hallway if you enter it from the area where the lockers are at! Yup Yup!! It was accomplished with soemhelp from Kira dear.The period was soo calm and we had lots of fun. It was because people were missing and we had a sub. Most of the people in the room get along so it was a lot of fun.

LOL!!! MAn I think this fits me but Im not that much of a saint Im just honest....

Saint

Yes, it's true, you are a living Saint. Where you come from and how you do it, we're not sure. But, we can confidently tell you that you're highly evolved when it comes to resisting earthly temptations!

Unlike most of us, you probably eat only when you're hungry, buy only what you need, and "lying" is certainly not part of your repertoire. And if you ever come face-to-face with a fleeting temptation, you're one of those people who can dismiss it quite easily and get on with the rest of your disciplined, good-hearted, well-intentioned day. The more people like you in the world, the better it will be — (and the more cookies for the rest of us!).

Quiz on Best Quality:
Lladira, your best quality shines through in how Reliable you are!

The fact that you're a reliable and dependable person whom others can usually count on really draws people to you! But that's not the only thing. You are a caring and considerate person who is typically very loving, as well, too.

ITS TIME FOR! THE SONG OF THE DAY!!:

DON'T WORRY BABY
by: The Beach Boys

Well its been building up inside of me
For oh I don't know how long
I don't know why
But I keep thinking
Something's bound to go wrong

But she looks in my eyes
And makes me realize
And she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright

Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby

I guess I should've kept my mouth shut
When I started to brag about my car
But I can't back down now
I pushed the other guys too far

She makes me come alive
And makes me wanna drive
When she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby

Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright

Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby

She told me "Baby, when you race today
Just take along my love with you
And if you know how much I loved you
Baby nothing could go wrong with you"

Oh what she does to me
When she makes love to me
And she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright

Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby


Lladira at 7:00 PM

Wednesday, November 20, 2002

Today was hilarious!! Kira dear was walking to get the trash can and Ya-Ya (me) was walking and I tripped over her. the funny part was for some reason her sandal wouldn't get out of the way so I kept stumbling. That was hialrious!!! I have a B in U.S. History. I love Svavge Garden!! Too bad they split.


SONG OF THE DAY!:

Crash And Burn

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it's back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't
take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Because there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
Lladira at 9:40 PM

Tuesday, November 19, 2002

SOOO Pretttyyyy: SONG OF THE DAY!!

Half-Life:

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear

before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out

but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing

It takes so much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again
Lladira at 9:52 PM

Monday, November 18, 2002

Emmanuel is sooo funny: ( I know. I have a long MSN Screen name)

eman says: what do you mean1!?!?
eman says: its easty
MidnightShadow Sail through the wind tonight! You're free to fly tonight! And U can still be free! If time will set U free! says: I dont know how to make it work
eman says: just plug it in
eman says: and watch the magic work!
MidnightShadow Sail through the wind tonight! You're free to fly tonight! And U can still be free! If time will set U free! says: it didnt work last time I did that
eman says: doesnt work now?
MidnightShadow Sail through the wind tonight! You're free to fly tonight! And U can still be free! If time will set U free! says: no
MidnightShadow Sail through the wind tonight! You're free to fly tonight! And U can still be free! If time will set U free! says: nothing happpens
eman says: slap it a little
MidnightShadow Sail through the wind tonight! You're free to fly tonight! And U can still be free! If time will set U free! says: LOL
Lladira at 7:22 PM

Saturday, November 16, 2002

OOHH Finall I can get the *Dashboard Confessional* Pics on here!! YAy!!!



CRAZy QUOteS:
--Now your even.-Walter
--I was ahead before I listened to you in the first place!-Danny

--I would've lost with less moves-Danny
Lladira at 6:47 PM

Thursday, November 14, 2002

OOOO SEAN BIGGERSTAFF is hot! :)




Lladira at 9:12 PM

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A few quotes I was behind on:

--Holy crap! Run for the hills! We're all ready on the hills!! Holy crap!- Max
--Blah! I want my money!- Max

--When was your birthday?-Mrs. Crawford
--When was it?- Isaac
Lladira at 8:10 PM

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ANOTHER QUIZ:
Supportive Sidekick

That's who you should share your holiday cheer with! You know who we're talking about — the champion consoler, the person you can always count on, the person who knows how to clean up even after the biggest emotional superspill of your life. This friend gives you a one-on-one rush like no others and it's this trait that makes them the perfect person to ring in these fun-filled days with. This confidante for all seasons can probably even read your mind just a little. Or don't you remember the last time they finished a sentence for you?

Who better to revel in the season's sentimentality or to get you excited to ring in the new year with new resolutions, hopes, and aspirations? After all, they can probably guess what your next dreams will be before you even do. It must be nice to know you have a tireless supporter and coach in your midst, someone you can tell anything to who always has your best interests in mind and a smile to cheer you up.

Lladira at 8:04 PM

Tuesday, November 12, 2002

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!!!
Lladira at 9:57 PM

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My Witting Style :wink:


What's YOUR Writing Style?

brought to you by Quizilla

You are a freeform writer. Individualistic with a sense for the different and challenging, Walt Whitman and his poetry lacking meter and rhyme is just what the doctor ordered. You're quick to write something that the rest of the world doesn't accept as poetry, quick to separate yourself from the average joe. An author with a true sense of self, you have confidence in your abilities and aren't afraid to show it. :) GO YOU!
Lladira at 9:54 PM

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Here's another Quiz on Auras:


What Is Your True Aura Colour?

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Lladira at 9:47 PM

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Ibeatdasmartkids: man I dunno, I like to work on these by hand and retype them . . .
StarlightSpark13: you can copy and paste ansd type
StarlightSpark13: its easier
Ibeatdasmartkids: copy and paste wont work if I DO IT BY HAND
StarlightSpark13: lol
Lladira at 8:29 PM

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StarlightSpark13: im giving you a hard time
StarlightSpark13: I cant be that dumb and be in honors
Theoden292: i beg to differ
Theoden292: eddie is in our class
StarlightSpark13: ooo thats harsh
Lladira at 8:27 PM

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Five page essay to rewrite....:sigh:
Winged my presentation for English phew that was close...
I got a a rubberband chain on my top braces....Its gonna hurt tomorrow....
I forgot we had to meet today for Journalism..I didn't turn in my article...sigh
Pratice was ok....
thats it for now...
Lladira at 7:28 PM

Thursday, November 07, 2002

QUOTES:

hehehe Shae made price list:

--how long it took shae to do this shit- priceless- Shae
Lladira at 9:35 PM

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Today was a very fun day at school. Except it was wet and it was rainign and I got my uniform all soaked!! ::tear:: Shortflags was cancelled and I went to AcaDeca instead. Mr. Borneman wasn't at school but he left the room unlocked from the inside so we could get in. It wasn't such a big group this time and we had fun just talking. I feel bad though cause I joked around with my friend Chrisitine on how she liied Fox but she doesn't. Now some people think she likes him and Fox thinks so too and he didn't talk to her. I feel horrible cause people took the joke way out of hand. Yesterday was hooker Wednesday. hehehe I know it sounds weird but see Kira made that up because she was standing up to Josh when he called her a whore and said her shirts showed a lot of cleavage. I think it was pretty modest for what I see most girls wearing so Im rebellion, most of the honor girls wore a a low V-neck or something of the sort. I was weaing a green shirt that was a bit low nnot too flashy cause I'm not like that but I didn't war it because of that. I just wore it. Then when I went to school they told me what they had planned and how I dressed perfectly. Its weird. But hey crap happens.
Lladira at 8:42 PM

Monday, November 04, 2002


What Element Are You?

brought to you by Quizilla


Yup another quiz, somewhat close to me though....
Lladira at 8:36 PM

LOL!! I get a Kick out of these things seriously.....

Another Quiz "HOW SEXY ARE YOU?"

Shy 'n' Sexy

When it comes to sex appeal, you have it — and you know it. It's just that you hold it back until you're more secure with the person of your affections. But look out. Because when you reach your comfort level, you're in the zone.You're not overt about your sexuality, but you're not purposely hiding it either — two traits that naturally draw people to you. You possess an understated zest for life, and a way of approaching the day with a can-do attitude that draws people to you. When you enter a room, all eyes gravitate toward you. Maybe it's how you casually move through a crowd or that glow you give off when you flash that smile. You're hot and it shows. You have an air about you that commands respect from men and women alike. When you speak, people hang on your every word. Do you have a secret intuition about how people work? Just maybe. And that's one of the sexiest things about you. Even if you weren't, it's clear that underneath your occasionally understated statements, you have an undeniable sweetness that attracts people who see that special something burning from within.Those who know you intimately can't wait to uncover your sweetness. Is it the way you carry yourself? That quiet sparkle in your eye? What's hiding behind that innocent smile? A little devil perhaps? A tattoo in a seductive spot saved only for your lover? Possibly, but you're so good, you'll never tell. Or will you?Your lovers are the lucky ones because they're the only people who really know what lies beneath your timid exterior. Sure you might shy away from steamy looks in public. But get you behind closed doors and you're ready to unleash your true sexual powers. You may be shy, but you know how to hook and reel 'em in.
Lladira at 7:53 PM

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These are results for a Qiz I just took. Its Called " How Shelfish Are You?"

The Great Compromiser

Over the years you have crafted the perfect way to be both selfish and giving. You always consider your own feelings in addition to other people's feelings, and in the end, you like to compromise. Congratulations! You have long ago realized that friendship is a two-way street -- in short, you have to give a little to get a little. Your friends appreciate the fact that you value their friendship enough to stretch your boundaries. Here's to best friends forever!

Lladira at 7:03 PM

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Here are some qyotes I found that I have not written here:

QUUOOTTEESS::

--I just remembered I don't have time for myself- Malou
--...so these are Mr. Galido's ghetto clips.-Mr. Galido
--You should wear your hair down more often. It makes you more girly atractiveness.- Jon

This one is soo stupid. Major was saying we were still making traties with the Soviet Union. *Hint to him* THERE IS NO SOVIET UNION ANYMORE!!!

--...they're reducing them with treaties with the Soviet Union.- Major Sandgren

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On another topic. Today this special someone gave me three hugs!! Enough of that. Anyways I'm somewhat nervous cause I don't know what team I am on AcaDeca. ROTC is somewhat depressing cause it's still going down the hill. And I'm a bit dissapointed on how things are going in Short Flags. It's sad to see Shae cry over some stuff on the team. Enough of that. I don't think this is a very good day for me. I'll try to make the best of it. Journalism wasn't going to well either....
Lladira at 6:29 PM





QUOTE OF THE DAY!: "Saying it's impossible, is not dreaming at all." -- ME!! ha I've finally been inspired...


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